December 2nd Daily Reflection

I suffered what most people would consider a huge lost this week and as I am working thru the losss, I am realizing something. When I am truly honest with myself, something that is sometimes hard because of societal pressures, I am happy and glad for my loss - I thought I would be weepy and sad but I am energized and excited. I have a few moments of anger but those stem from my ego being bruised rather than from the actual loss. Today's devotion talks about being at peace and since that lost, I have been at peace because I realize that all thru it I have been close to the Lord and he have been providing the support that I couldn't get from anyone else.