March 19th Daily Reflection

Sometimes my heart and head get into a struggle that can be very taxing and make it more difficult to be the conduit of the Lord's love. I had a very humbling experience last night - my heart is very loving towards my ex, however, my head is still hurt and when I saw her, instead of being loving as I wanted to, her first comment made my head take over and I missed an opportunity to be loving. However, it did confirm that her decision to part ways was a good one. It also reminded me that as much as I relationship with the Lord grows, I remain a lowly sinner who can never take for granted my need and dependence on the Lord. Humbling however uplifting because I am even more open to the Lord's love!